Whatever I want+two titles...fo sho.

New Title Numero Uno: Knowing Who I Am...And I'm Pretty Weird.
New Title Numero Two: Understanding My InnerSelf as only my InnerSelf Could Understand
New Title Numero Trois: I Know Who I Am For I Am Who I Am As Only I Can
Ideas? OPENions?

Anywhoodles.
I was in resource this morning for my first hour class and I didn't really have anything to do because I already finished all my homework so I was just sitting there and saw this book so I opened and started reading the little notes at the bottom of each page and it made me want to read the book so I started reading the book even though I don't really like reading books but that's besides the point. I started reading the book and it was pretty darn good. It's about these two boys who end up killing some people at their school who were mean to them and then shooting themselves and it talked a lot about guns and youth today and peer presure and cliques and video games and teachers and such. They wrote their suicide notes and they were pretty intense even though i haven't read it all yet because the author shows the notes a little bit through out the book and i haven't quite finished yet even though I'm about half done and oh i asked whos book it was and my teacher was just like i dont know and i asked aroudn and no one said it was theirs so i just kinda took, its a book from the library here so i'm just gonna finish it tonight and then bring it back to class tomorrow and if no one says its their i'll either return it or ask the librarian who checked it out and return it.
Hmmm... Think think think... I'm happy my dad came and talked to me. It was kinda hard not to cry though because it was pretty deep. He told me about this one time when i was younder when my step mom came home and she was really mad about something and i was in the basement and she went down to talk to me and aparently i gave her like, a really mean stare so she went up to my dad and described it as a look of pure hatred and told him to go down and spank me and it's not like he saw anything so he didn't think it was right plus i was just a little kid so she probably just mis-understood but he did it anyways and he felt really guilty about it ever since because he felt like he betrayed me and he shouldn't have so he told me about that and said he was sorry and that he was sorry for not really being there enough for me and that i could talk to him about anything i wanted to and he wouldn't tell anyone it would just be between him and i so that's pretty cool because i used to go to a therapist but with my last one my mom was always sitting in with me and i didn't really feel comfortable talking about a lot of things when she was in the room and anytime hed ask me if i wanted to have any time with just him and i said yes my mom would always question me about it and get all uptight because i wanted to talk to him about something without her being there so it ended up being kind of pointless because all we ever did was talk about stuff having to do with me and her and fixing any problems with us and she ended up saving things that bothered her about me to tell my therapist so she could h
ttyl