Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Love is like a....

Love is like super glue; It holds important things together and won't let you down, and no matter how hard you try you will never forget it was there.

Well things are going better with Benjamin kind of, we had a fight last night but we got through it which for a while i didn't think we were going to. But I think if we didn't really really care about each other like we do we would never be able to make it through some of the things that we have so, I guess in the end I don't really mind fighting because it just makes us stronger. He's not very happy with his girlfriend right now which I can't say I'm surprised about because she's in college, has a ton of guy friends and I'm sure isn't used to being so "held back" considering her longest relationship was four months. But yeah, I guess on one hand in it's kind of good for me because that means that he's beginning to think of me and how good we were together and how much he misses having a relationship that actually worked. Like, he asked for me for advice the other day because he doesn't like how she hangs out with other guys all the time but doesn't want to talk to her and sound controlling but he doesnt' want to just let it go either because it really does bother him so he didn't know what to do, so I told him to just be straight forward with her and talk to her and tell her it bothered him but he didn't want to control her and he said he didn't feel comfortable talking to her and wasn't sure if he trusted her and that he doesn't think that she's comfortable talking to him either because she went to other people to talk about the problems or doubts or whatever that she was having with him and whatever I don't even know I'm just going to let things work out the way they work out and if we end up being back together then we end up being back together and if we don't then we don't I just want to be happy and try not to get too stressed about it beacuse that just seems to make everything worse.

Well I think I'm done now so, yep.
k bye
:)

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